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No news today.... Thank you all for the prayers.  They're keeping me going!  I can only imagine the celebration when when it's our turn:)

:( Good News/ Bad News

The good news is that 3 of the families that were submitted with us got their dates this morning and obviously we can all figure out what the bad news is....    It's okay, nobody likes Mondays anyway!   Who am I kidding?  Every morning is a magical one when you get to wake up next to her!

Her Jammies say "I Love Cookies"

There's always tomorrow and a full night sleep is overrated anyway so I will climb in bed tonight with my phone attached somehow to my hand, try to actually close my eyes and wait for it to make some kind of noise... 

Happy Monday!

Monday!!!!! Monday!!!!! Monday!!!!

Can you tell I'm excited about my Monday morning phone call? I will let you all know as soon as I come down off my cloud:)  There's always the chance that Tuesday will be the day but I'm putting all my eggs in the Monday basket for sure! Pray Pray Pray......

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 Just a little teaser :)

 
How beautiful is our girl?  

Good News:)

Received news today that we will absolutely be issued our travel dates on Monday or Tuesday!!!!  That definitely jump started my heart!  We will be most likely be in Olivia's country and holding her in less than 2 weeks!!!  Unbelievable......

STACEE SMITH!!!!!  Keep those comments comin!!!  They are actually keeping me quite entertained while I wait:)

Good Things Come To Those Who Wait......

This is how Chloe and I feel about having to wait another week to find out when we will finally get to hold our baby girl!

One would think that after waiting 10 months, waiting another week will be a piece of cake.  One was so WRONG!    We literately have our bags packed and  by the door....  We are all dressed up with no where to go... Get where I'm going with this????  WE ARE READY!  Our baby girl needs us and we need her.   There are no words to describe the wave of complete sadness that came over me this morning when my phone didn't ring at the crack of dawn and devastation set in when 7am rolled around and still nothing.  Needless to say that we did receive an email  informing us us that we will be waiting another entire week before we hear when our "invitation" appointment is.  May as well be another 10 months.  Enough whining Beth!  Once I got through my pity party I hugged each one of my kiddos, sent them off to school and sat down and had a serious heart to heart with God!  The whole "It's in God's timing Beth" was not comforting me at all this morning and believe me I heard it from about 50,000 people so I decided to say a little prayer and move along .  I did finally come to grips with the reality that we've got to be patient for a few more weeks. I have faith that the path that was carved out for us long long ago has been precisely mapped out and soon we will be skipping happily along, right through those orphanage gates!!!  


So, I guess I can wait. but it certainly it wont be patiently and I guarantee I will have more than one day this week when I feel a little like this...

So keep those prayers coming.  They are honestly a lifeline...
 

Still waiting:(

Sorry I have nothing to update with but we were told that we will have our dates by this Thursday.  The way it looks we should be traveling by the 13th of March or so but just as this entire process has been completely unpredictable so is any of the information we were given regarding our departure.  Throughout our whole journey so far I have maintained such incredible peace and even through this "waiting period" I'm hanging in there.  God is totally in control and I have NEVER doubted for one second that he will leave my side.  Lee and I are just so flipping excited to meet our Princess it's crazy!  We are equally excited to just be together.  It's been 16 years since we've been away together so we're going to soak it all in that's for sure!  Knowing that our kids at home are going to be in such great hands with my Sister and her family makes things so much easier.  Check back Thursday:)  Here's a few things that have kept us busy over the last week:  A camping trip to Lake Camanche.  Such a great time. No volleyball games, no birthday parties, no sleepovers....  Just us and it was fabulous!

         And there was Cousin Gabby's birthday party at Build A Bear.. Fun times....

Abby made a bear for Olivia!  Love the Reece's Rainbow outfit she picked out!!

 Sweet Dreams!

Waiting........

  We are now just a phone call away from our travel dates!!  Our dossier was submitted exactly one week ago and now begins the waiting game.  The only thing that keeps me going (besides my 5 kiddos) is realizing that in just a couple weeks Olivia will be in my arms.  Lee and I are starting to pack and it's crazy to think that we will be trading in our short sleeves and flip flops for parkas and snow boots:)  To tell you the truth it's really exciting!  It's been 15 years since we've been away together ALONE!!!  I'm not quite sure how I am actually going to leave my kids.  I can't even go there yet.  I know that it will much harder for me than it will be for them so please say a prayer or two for me.  My amazing sister, Colleen and her family are ready to drop their lives in the Bay Area step into ours and that puts so much peace in my heart.  My babies LOVE Teen (Aunt Colleen) and can't wait for the whole Mazzuca family to move in!  The big kiddos, I know will be absolutely fine when we leave but my sweet Chloe?  Oh, lordy, now I'm crying...  What will Chloe do without me?  Forget that, What will I do without Chloe????  I can't even imagine waking up and not having her next to me....Okay enough, enough, enough.... I mean who wouldn't miss this girl like mad?

LOVE<3<3<3

I know I will!  I will be sure to keep you all posted.  In the meantime please visit this amazing blog for a giveaway to help us raise those last few dollars!  These wonderful girls have put together an incredible giveaway complete with the most awesome prizes. http://4girls4christ.blogspot.com/2012/01/saving-live-mae-giveaway-prizes.html  They have already raised $320 for us!  Amazing!!!

Please pray for our phone call to come soon!  Can't wait much longer:)